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I'm great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.

Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, and almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lie Down,
and wait patiently for the day that I die.

I cry, I scream, I bawl, and sleep,
even though I have promises to keep.
I wait, and wonder, and cry some more,
And I ache and burn from my very core.

Then, I'm not alone, and the mask reappears:
Out goes the grief, pain and all of the tears,
As I am a happy person, cheerful all the day.
A world full of rainbow, not one shade of grey.

Of course I'm not okay, I'm not fine,
No matter how much I seem to shine.
I don't even know why I feel this...
Why my existence is one long, endless abyss.

But it is, and will be, so I cling to life,
As one day I might slip, and end it with a knife.
But, I'm still here, no matter what my dreams might say
And I hope that one day I will actually be okay.

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McKenna
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im mckenna, i have clinical depression and i need someone to help.. before something happens
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Tigerluv23 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
[link] this is my favorite song at the moment
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Tigerluv23 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
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msilulu Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2011
heyy :D
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Tigerluv23 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
elllllooooo(:
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msilulu Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2011
idkk life
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Roy239 Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2011
My name is Zach, what's yours? ^_^
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msilulu Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2011
mckenna :D
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Roy239 Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2011
Hello Mckenna ^_^ How are you??
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msilulu Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2011
fabulous. yourself??
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